I got married very young and although everyone told me that I was destined for breakup, we were a couple that outlived almost everyone else. She has been gone for 2 years now and I feel as if I lost one of my appendages. You truly don't ever know how much you love someone until you wake up next to a cold pillow. I never thought that I would have to look for someone again. My wife and I were soul mates and destined to be together forever. Who thought that forever would be so quick.I have children who are now on their own and have their own lives. They stop by to see me when they can, but it is always such a tense meeting that I have seen them less and less. They remind me so much of a time when I was with my wife. Our family is no longer the same, it is like something is missing. So, this New Year I have made the resolution to move on. It isn't that I am moving on from her, I am just going to try to move on with my life. I know that she would not want me lonely. We hadn't ever discussed it, her death was a shock, but I know that if she lost me I would want her days left to be filled with happiness.I have noticed that the dating sites are offering all sorts of promotions for the New Year. I am not the only one who is thinking of making a change. I can't help but think that the person who I am destined to meet next may be making the same promise this year that I am. The problem is that I am not all that computer literate and I am not sure what dating sites are all about. I see so many of them, and don't know how to choose, so I have started to read some top dating service reviews, or at least what I thought was top dating service reviews. What I have found is that they can't seem to agree on anything. I am from a generation where all you have to go by in this world is your word. Your word doesn't seem to mean much these days, especially on the internet. The more that I read the more I realize that not many people have much integrity when it comes to reviews. The top dating service reviews, I am beginning to realize are nothing more than paid advertising. So, I finally turned to my older son who has tried dating sites himself to ask where I should look around.He told me that the top dating service reviews can probably be found on the blog: Leading Dating Services. To that I had to ask "what is a blog?". He merely shook his head. A blog apparently is where people give their honest opinion. Who knew? The top dating service reviews, he insists are from those who have tried the sites themselves, real people. So, I am on a mission to find a blog written by a senior like myself who is looking for the best site to find love. The problem with senior sites is that most of us are not computer tech savvy. I just, myself, figured out Facebook, so I thought that using a site connected to Facebook may be a good medium for me. I was happily surprised to find that a site named Tinder is heavily related and connected to my Facebook account. I wasn't very happy to find out that most of the people on them are in their 20s and are looking for sex. Don't get me wrong, sex would be nice, but I am looking for a more traditional relationship.I am not sure if the top dating sites reviews are not relative to me because I am in a different category, or if I am just different from those in my category, but I don't seem to agree with them. Since I am finding no success I decided to tackle it a different way. I am going to go down the list of dating websites until I find one that suits me best. A lot of the sites offer a free membership, or allow you to look around. The only way to find one that I will find success on is to just get on and give it a try. When it comes right down to it there may be all sorts of new ways to find someone to love, but it is all the same as when I found my wife. You can have all the dates in the world, but you have to find that one person who is made for you. Finding her isn't about using a dating site, it is about faith and fate. That is something I know in my heart. So, no matter what site I choose, it is all written in the stars.